If only I could tell you
If only you could see
How much you really need
For things in your life to be
If I could only show you
If you could only need
A huge hug from me
So I could put a smile
Where there once was a frown
If I could tell you
The things that go through my head
That you're the best friend I have ever had
I can't imagine life without you
Tears would stream down my face
All the little chances to hold you close
A friend with a true heart
I wish for you the best
Things that you would easily pass away
Because your heart is beautiful
Like a painting with deep intense thought
I wonder what goes in your head
I fathom the thoughts that linger there
I cherish your words you write me
Even if I don't tell you everyday
What you mean to me
I love you more than you know
And I would die if the world took you away
Just for your words that you write
The paintings that you paint
Don't measure to the true talents
That linger in your bottomless heart
I wanted to say these things
So that you don't ever forget
That you have a friend who might not be near
Who holds you so closely to her heart


written by Unknown at 11:18 PM~Email Me~ [comment]

{xoxo}

These tears down my face.
Missing something I never had.
True love which has always allude.
I can't have nothing if it's not you.
I die inside my withering corpse.
Seeing you so very far away.
I die inside a thousands deaths.
Feeling this deep penetrating emptiness.
Wallowing in self pity as I carry on.
Feeling the deep seething pain of bittersweet angst.
I die inside when I think about you.
Where could you be in this world?
Am I in your thoughts?
Do you hold me dear?
Am I the one you need?
So many questions unanswered.
As I sit her thinking of you.
But you don't care too much.
I was so easily thrown away
I feel so much inside..
My pain is too intense for words.
I stumble to put forth to paper.
Can you carry my burden?
Hold my heart like I want yours.
But you will never see me.
Because I don't exist.
Your carry a torch for another.
I am just a shadow of a memory.
Somewhere in your past.
So I sit her with these tears.
My hands covering my face.
Silently crying because you!
Have never loved me....

written by Unknown at 11:13 PM~Email Me~ [comment]

{xoxo}