For Bryan who chose the subject:

We sit side by side looking at our empty plates
Smelling the delicious aromas coming from the pan
Rumbles in our tummy let us know we are hungry and its time to eat
The smell of pancake mix and blueberries rising to our nose
We lick our lips in a most unhealthy fashion
Ready to kiss the cook if only she moved a little faster
Slowly and painfully we watch the cakes pile on a plate
Waiting till its a mile high to dig in
Cassie brings the plates to the table
Setting the syrup and the butter within reach
As the sounds of satisfaction begins
Nothing is left but a hug ole grin
Once again breakfast was a fine event
But Cassie smiles evily as she rolls out of the kitchen
Guess what you guys you have the dishes
She laughed and she laughed as you guys heavily sighed
There is a sink full of dishes you guys must clean
While she is in the other room with her head set on
Playing world of warcraft while she cusses at the monitor
Smiling evily as she ganks another horde
Die mother fucker die you piece of shit bastard
Nothing can contain her most evil laughter.

written by Unknown at 12:57 AM~Email Me~ [comment]

{xoxo}

Bitterness beats in my heart
I am struggling with my sanity
Coming to grips with my reality
Trying to find the reason out of chaos
What do you want me to learn?
How far will it go on till I break?
From the pressure of this world
I hide myself with a smile on my face
But it doesn't quite reach my eyes
So many memories close in on me
The feeling of overwhelming anxiety
I am shaken to my core
So restless I cant hardly sleep
I can ask why but it wont help
Sometimes I wish I was never born
Why must I always be so strong
These are the things that keep me up at night
I wish I could just curl up
Close my eyes for awhile and dream
For just a little while lose myself
I toss and I turn trying to get comfortable
Tears flowing down my face as I sigh
Tomorrow is another day to try
I have no one to blame but myself
I cant point fingers and say you did this to me
It was my choice as much as yours
Yet I am the one paying the price
I can't wait till I take my last breath
Then I will no longer have to strugle
I close down pushing people away from me
As long as I don't expect much
People cant disappoint me with no expectations
I am ashamed of myself sometimes
When I look in the mirror I cant recognize myself
This feeling inside me is not letting go
I am trapped in a vicious rewind cycle
With the fact that even at my best
That somehow I am not even good enough
That no matter how hard you try
You cant seem to be able to change your fate
That destiny seems to be mocking you
I have missed my chance in this life
All I got to do is hold out a little bit longer
Maybe somehow my luck will change
Getting prepared to face the world again
Tomorrow is another day I must put on the mask
Smiling on the outside but crying on the inside
You will never know what its like to be me
Cause I will never tell you what you have done
To make me feel like death is the only option
But for today I will pretend its all just a lie
Even though I am dying inside
I will put on a brave face for the world to see
There is always tomorrow another day
But for today I will end it like I did the last
With a sigh and a whimper in my bed
As I close my eyes preparing for oblivion
I know in my heart that I will put up the good fight
Cause I refuse to be that person who gives up
And I will die trying to my last breath
You haven't gotten the best of me yet

written by Unknown at 12:49 AM~Email Me~ [comment]

{xoxo}

Have you ever dreamed of a kiss?
What it would be like between us?
A single kiss that sparks a flame
I want to feel your lips against mine
Get lost in the that sensation of your lips
Drown in the feel of your body next to mine
Feel your heartbeat beat faster the more we kiss
The pounding in my ears sounds so thunderous
Been a long time since I have been kissed by a guy
My heart skips a beat where time stands still
I look into your eyes pondering what your thinking
I reach out to you pulling you closer to me
All thought leaves me as I look upon your face
wanting me with the same desire I have for you
How would you feel underneath my finger tips
I can only imagine your reaction to me
We have never kissed before
I have never looked upon your gorgeous face
Our eyes have never came into contact
My heart has never skipped a beat
I have never touch you like I want
These are the dreams of a girl
Wanting to know what it would be like
To be kissed by you for the first time

written by Unknown at 12:46 AM~Email Me~ [comment]

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